Posted by sunnydays on October 29, 2006, at 14:05:16
In reply to I had a nightmare last night *touch trigger*, posted by Racer on October 29, 2006, at 13:04:32
You *are* entitled to call her Racer, and you won't get in trouble. That sounds like a really scary dream. Your insights about it are fantastic. I have been having some weird dreams too lately that have me wake up feeling disturbed and sad, but I can't remember them well enough to get to those insights.
It is scary, though, to call our Ts. I want to call mine just to here the voice on the voicemail and not leave a message, but I'm too scared to even do that. I think it's really great that you called. And you are sooooo entitled to call your T, and to have people listen to and respect your boundaries, whatever they are. If you don't want to be touched, people shouldn't touch you. And you are absolutely entitled to have people listen to you.
But I know how hard all this is to believe. I can see that to you and mean it with 100% of my heart, but then if I try to apply it to myself I find all these reasons it's not true for me.... :) Frustrating, these feelings!
sunnydays
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