Posted by Amandafran on October 26, 2006, at 16:49:10
In reply to Re: I need some help » Amandafran, posted by Raindancer on October 26, 2006, at 16:38:27
Thank you. I am also in training to one day be a T but Im just starting out. I feel like no one should have to have a T that is probably more "sick" than they are. This is what I am struggling with and as a matter of fact, I went to my professors today and they both talked to me about whether or not I was in the right Field. I was told yesterday that I would never be completely "stable" even with medication and so WHY would ANYONE want to be under the care of an unstable person??? Im so scared. It is nice to know that there are others out there that are trying to persue becoming a mental health T/Counselor... I just want acceptance and I feel like over the past 24 hours my world has been turned upside down...my friend told me thta nothing has really changed but IT HAS. That is easy for her to say...she hasnt been Labeled.
My therapist told me that normally he doesnt tell his client what they have...he just treats them and keeps it to himself...but I wanted to know..and so he told me. I just dont thnk it is right to go through life without knowing what is wrong..and with him withholding information from me...it makes me feel like a baby.
I am also working on trying to find my birthmother....I was adopted and because of all my mental issues ...I want to locate her to see if I can find out her medical history ...I think it will give me a lot of answers as to why I am the way that I am...I hate myself right now...everyone is fine except for me. My life is pretty sucky now and I feel like EVERY MOVE I MAKE is being judged by my therapist..I cannot call or email him because in his eyes NOW he sees it as my disorder making it to where I cannot control when and why I email...whereas in the past...it has NOT been a problem.
Im just so tired of being myself.
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