Posted by sunnydays on October 21, 2006, at 10:12:50
In reply to More. And more. Wound up long, posted by gardenergirl on October 20, 2006, at 23:07:58
Hi gg,
That sounds really hard. But thanks for posting that. It helped me, because I still struggle with the fact that feeling really numb can be part of depression, since the way it's always portrayed doesn't usually include that. Just when I'm so flat, I don't see even why I'm depressed, just that this is how the world must always look to me. And then I blame myself. And then my T suggests maybe my depression is getting worse, and it all sort of clicks. I have the same problem with meds -- the thought keeps popping into my head that really I'd like to stop taking them, not add more, and maybe they're causing the depression. Looking for something to blame, you know.
But anyway, sorry to make this all about me. I'm sorry you're having such a hard time right now. It's good you're not going to terminate when you're having such a hard time.
Hang in there. I hear it's supposed to get better.
sunnydays
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