Posted by Dinah on October 8, 2006, at 11:57:41
In reply to Re: Here we go again » Dinah, posted by mair on October 7, 2006, at 22:45:47
I think what I find healing about therapy is the emotional connection. And while emotional connection can happen in slow lazy bonding sessions, it's all too easy for it to drift into superficial chat. Then I don't really feel connected, and I feel distress over the lack of connection.
It seems bizarre that I can't think of what to talk about. I'm enormously distressed about work, or my lack thereof. I dread dealing with my mother in the ways that I need to deal with her. And I've been having intrusive self hating thoughts, and lots of suicidal ideation that is seeming less and less intrusive and more and more like what I really believe. Although admittedly it comes and goes and that might be confusing my therapist.
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