Posted by muffled on September 24, 2006, at 17:56:46
In reply to Lindenblüte is on alert ****suicide SI triggers*, posted by Lindenblüte on September 23, 2006, at 17:12:56
Well, I kinda a little screwed myself so i hope I don't say the wrong thing.
But Li, anyways. Bout the si stuff. Well, I know you don't really cotton on to the idea of hurt kids inside of you, but thats proly where its comming from....
And its nothing to be scared of, cuz there IS an adult li, and she can comfort ther kids, and tell them its ok now, and they safe, and they not bad, and she gonna take care of them.
And not realizing you picking is proly just a dissoctiative thing. I call it blanking. When things get too intense, I blank.
I dissociate ALOT less now. Even when quite stressed. Sometimes I wish I would blank, but I can't.
I know you love kids Li. Love the ones inside too. Thats all they want. They want to exist, and be understood, and heard, and know they safe and ok.
As for anxiety, there is stuff like xanax and klonopin. It eases the anxiety, and can help you sleep too if you take more. It doesn't all stone you out really unless you take too much.
Its gonna be hard awhile, but its gonna be ok.
You got what it takes to get thru this expiditiously as possible.
You still Li. You just got to let them kids get what they need and it'll be ok.
Take care,
Muffled
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