Posted by Susan47 on September 23, 2006, at 11:59:36
In reply to Dear god, posted by Susan47 on September 23, 2006, at 11:46:54
I want to die.
I really want to die.
But I know it would scar my children so much, and that would be bad.
Terrible, horrible, unfair cruel unkind horrid horrible ...
like the horrid life I have had, I cannot pass that onto them either.
I can't give them my hopelessness, my depression, my self-deprecation
I can't leave them with that.
I don't know why these wonderful little people were unfortunate enough to come into my life,
it isn't fair to them.
poster:Susan47
thread:688425
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20060911/msgs/688427.html