Posted by wishingstar on September 10, 2006, at 16:17:35
In reply to Re: called a hotline *poss trigger* » wishingstar, posted by Racer on September 10, 2006, at 10:52:45
Racer, you have no idea how much this post helped me. I dont know if I would have ended up going today if it wasnt for what you said.
I'm just so scared to look like I'm seeking attention or making a big deal out of nothing.. I guess part of me knows I need to give myself a break, but I dont know. It does feel stupid.
And I have to say, you win the prize for worst hotline experience for sure. Wow. That must have been terrible.. both calls, but especially reaching your ex. Did you keep talking once you realized who he was? When I look back on last night, even though this guy was goofy and not very helpful, he DID calm me down.. not in the way he intended to, but my amusement at the experience calmed me down. So I guess it wasnt that bad anyway. Maybe he was just new. And I didnt realize Racer was actually your real name!
Thank you again for posting.. it really made a difference for me
poster:wishingstar
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