Posted by wishingstar on August 29, 2006, at 20:16:30
In reply to Re: update/feeling bad, posted by ElaineM on August 29, 2006, at 8:53:27
This pdoc who wont call back is actually the one Anne most recommended. She also mentioned another center, but I had some bad luck there in the past and would rather not go back. But it looks like it might be the only choice.
Those are the only 2 offices in town that take my insurance. I called Laurie today and left a message to ask her about pdocs up there.. but really, it'd be hard to manage that unless I could see someone the same days I'm up there seeing her. We'll see what she says.I know you're right that its the quality of sessions that matters. And I know you know how it feels. Even though I dont respond often, I've been reading your posts and following along. I'm sorry you're where you are right now. It sounds incredibly painful and difficult. It's so frustrating for me because I know that I have friends who would be there in a heartbeat if I called and needed them... but I wont call. I know I wont. As much as I say I just want someone to be there, some part of me doesnt too. Some part of me would rather just be alone. I'm not getting whatever it is I'm wanting out of my friendships, but really, theyre great friends.. I'm wanting something that isnt realistic. I just havent figured out what that something is yet. But I know what you mean... seeing people who appear so happy and relaxed can be hard sometimes. It just makes me want to hide.
I'm sorry you're hurting too. Even though our situations are completely different, I know how hard it is to try to leave someone who has felt like theyve cared and been there. {{{elainem}}}} hugs back to you, if you want them.
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