Posted by happyflower on August 28, 2006, at 18:49:44
In reply to Re: Overcoming phobias, past it bitting me in the butt » happyflower, posted by Tamar on August 28, 2006, at 18:28:18
Yeah, I LOVE music, but singing out loud freaks me out, even other people singing around me makes me feel uncomfortable. I can't even sing happybirthday . I hate going to concerts where they have the audience sings like X-mas carols and stuff.
I don't know what caused this fear, but I have had it for as long as I can remember (like grade school)
I hate to single me out to the instructor, he he kinds knows me too as a musican, so there is intense embarrestment even admitting it to him. I wouldn't even come close to signing up for this class if I knew there would be singing in it. LOL
Maybe it would give me some self confidence if I could grin and bear it anyways. We had to fill out these info forms about ourselves and it asked how much we sing. I said NEVER. LOL Do you think he might guess from my answer? Man, I signed up for this required class (even though I could pick another "art"), I thought it would be an easy A. I wasn't expecting it to be the biggest challenge of my life. Yikes. I just don't know what to do.
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