Posted by happyflower on August 25, 2006, at 21:31:03
In reply to Re: I need my T right now (child abuse triggers) » happyflower, posted by muffled on August 25, 2006, at 21:04:36
Thanks Muffy,
I am only 37 and this happens to a lot of people as they age but when it happens this young, they belive it has something to do with a injury from long time ago, (like what my mother did to me). It is bad enough I have to deal with the emotional memories but now physical reminders that my mother beat the crap out of me. It just really sucks because I thought when I heal the inner parts of me, I will be okay. But now I have a physical injury that will just get worse the older I get and eventally be crippled all because of what my mom did. I am so angry, I don't think I have been this angry in a very long time. It is too much. I just want to hide away and never come out. I feel like giving up. life just sucks. period. Now I will suffer physically for the rest of my life, that sucks. I wish I was never born. Yeah, I saved my dad from being sent to Vietnam, but look at the cost of that is, me being alive.
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