Posted by crushedout on July 1, 2006, at 22:10:49
In reply to Re: Argh, posted by fallsfall on July 1, 2006, at 13:19:35
The more I thought about the session with my T, the more dismissed, abandoned, and uncared for I felt by her. I think seeing her fancy other office was really hard for me, too. It was also very close to the town where she lives.But then my best friend/most recent "lover" f*cked me over for the last time and I had to tell him our friendship was over. It was really heart-breaking. But because he's also been a huge part of my recent drug problem, I know it's what I have to do in any event. I cried hysterically for hours last night because it was just too much to deal with in one day. I feel too too alone.
I'm learning to adjust to my new lonely situation today. It feels okay. My new kitty is very, very helpful.
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