Posted by sleepygirl on June 25, 2006, at 10:33:28
In reply to Re: Let's just imagine that your T...... » sleepygirl, posted by bent on June 25, 2006, at 8:39:16
I'm not really sure why this bothered me so much, but I evidently had a lot of feelings about it. I think it was a real reminder of what I don't have. I wish also that things could proceed more "normally" for me - the rituals of life you know, the places, the people and the parts they play-the things you take for granted maybe (if you are someone else). I'm not sure I can really say that anything has proceeded "normally" for me. It feels like a struggle all the time.
I wish I had mattered to someone..I know I did and I do in some ways, but I'm not special to anyone. So my T is a guy I talk to, but why should he care? It's none of my business after all.
I still don't understand why this bothers me, not really.
thanks for the responses.
poster:sleepygirl
thread:661163
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