Posted by ElaineM on June 24, 2006, at 22:44:09
In reply to Re: how? » ElaineM, posted by muffled on June 24, 2006, at 16:54:15
I always appreciate you all taking time to offer encouragement and clarifications. I'm being too needy. I can't help it. But I am sorry. I feel that I will drown you all. I guess I'm not used to having anyone who will listen. It took me forever to get used to even the idea of a T. It felt like I was such a frustrating client, cause it was like they would say, Trust me Trust me Trust, and I'd pull away and arm myself. I was only beginning to become better at this whole thing. And now it's switched to, Don't trust him. It's not fair. It's confusing. Now that the issue is about my T, I didn't know what to do. Had nobody to turn to.
After finding everyone here, I really don't know what I would've done without all this help. Probably nothing. Except panic and cry more than I already do now. If I get through this okay I won't be such a baby, or so needy. (I just wanted to say so)
Thanks for tolerating me as much as you all have.
EL
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