Posted by muffled on June 21, 2006, at 22:53:07
I am tainted and I don't know why?
My inside baby isn't.
But I am.
I can't seem to get it go away.
The feeling of being tainted.
I just know I am.
My heart hurts for the little tainted ones.
I hate me for being such an idiot cuz I an adult now and it shouldn't matter.
But it does.
And I don't even know why?
How do you stop something or make it go away when you don't even know why?
I can just feel it.
Revulsion.
I want to peel my skin but its inside too.
I know this must sound totally psycho, but I dunno how better to describe it?
Mebbe someone is like me too?
Mebbe someone knows how to make it go away?
I want it to go away.
Its hurting me.
Muffled
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