Posted by ElaineM on June 20, 2006, at 22:36:40
In reply to Re: scared blabbing, posted by llrrrpp on June 20, 2006, at 22:15:16
llrrrpp: I've been thinking of how you were doing. It means alot that you keep saying I'm doing the right thing, and that my feelings are natural. I always feel so far from normal that I never think I even deserve to be around other people. I usually only hear positive things from him (and my old T). I haven't spoken of my mental/medical diagnosis', but my family has kind of turned away because of it. I filled that hole with him.
Even while reading your kind words I'm still really scared and sad. But it's been helpful in keeping me from changing my mind while being terrified at the same time. This is the most un-waivering I've ever been about something so important. I don't want to let everyone down. I'm go grateful to you all.
El
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