Posted by happyflower on June 17, 2006, at 17:07:58
My DH is now home more than ever, being the worlds greatest dad, and now he wants to be my DH, in EVERY way. I seem like the one who is rejecting now. I don't like him even talking to me let alone touching me.
But yeserday was a nice day for everyone, I felt good, but he tried to spoon me last night. I want to be held, but yet when he tries to touch me I want to vomit, all I can think about is the other woman. So I let him lay next to me, while I silently cried myself to sleep. I just hate this, it is so hard.
I want to talk about this in therapy, but yet there is a ton of other important stuff too. It seem like I need therapy 24 hours a day for year, in order to help me. I just hate that I don't feel what I should about my DH. I hate that he wants to ignore everything he has done, and just go on like nothing has happend. I just don't think I can. But yet I do miss having someone care about me. It just seems like nothing can make me happy at the moment :-(
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