Posted by Dinah on June 16, 2006, at 17:15:17
In reply to Re: I would » Dinah, posted by Poet on June 16, 2006, at 16:39:17
I finally got enough in my system to make a difference.
I guess I'll wait to hear what he has to say.
When he knew about this makes a big difference.
If he didn't know when he talked to us, then he's just being his usual avoidant and inconsiderate self, I guess.
If he did know, I don't know if I can forgive this. He knew that I was only staying for him, and for the chance of things getting back to normal in therapy. We talked about it, and he thought that was an ok reason.
Not that I think it will make a difference. I'm not strong enough to leave him. So I'll keep working at a job that hurts me to pay for my therapist who will also hurt me over and over.
I'm absolutely brilliant aren't I.
I think I acquit him of any ill intent except maybe wanting to protect his income stream. I think Tamar's right. He does want to be a good therapist to me, he overestimates what he can do, and he avoids things that are upsetting to him. And then he looks like my dogs after they've eaten a pen, and have ink all over their paws. Who me? I didn't do anything wrong. Why are you so upset?
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