Posted by llrrrpp on June 15, 2006, at 8:36:11
In reply to Re: psychology- why not? SI and alchohol. trigger? » llrrrpp, posted by fallsfall on June 15, 2006, at 8:15:38
Thanks Falls,
I see pdoc today
don't really know him that well, but at least someone who can listen to me. he's sympathetic. has a caring face. ironic- my T (also a guy) is kind of a tough cookie and my pdoc is the softie. Well, not softie, he asks me hard questions too, but somehow... well, let's just say he reminds me of a benevolent muppet.Distraction sometimes requires a lot of energy. Last night, for example, I watched a DVD, Casanova (very good for eye candy, no triggers, which is good, easy plot to follow, reminded me of my trip to venice, nice pseudo-baroque music, etc) and I played on p-babble. I stopped after 4 glasses of wine (half bottle) which is good. And I ate a real dinner. healthy even.
I hate the fight though. The last 6 days I've had 2 days where things were kind of feeling up. and 1 neutral day. 2 days that were very very dark. and I don't know anymore.
I'm going out of town 3 weeks in July, and 10 days in August. Maybe I'll ask T about telephone sessions. sounds kind of strange, but better than talking to myself?
yours,
-ll
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