Posted by llrrrpp on June 3, 2006, at 11:46:17
In reply to Re: Civil Letters to Myself » llrrrpp, posted by Dinah on June 3, 2006, at 8:07:19
thanks everyone for your kind responses.
yesterday was good.
today is ... slipping away from me.... no no no no.
and I feel the pressure in my chest again.
and the thoughts. going into the bad place.
no no no no no.
And I was so pleased with myself yesterday. but.
it's not linear, is it?
I can't read my civil letter to myself today. It's wrong again. Today it's back to my uncivil letters. I'm trying so hard to ignore it, but I feel the pull that is so strong, and so primitive, and so urgent. and I can't mount effective resistance to it today.
well. I just wanted to say "thank you"
The kindness and support of strangers on p-babble is such a generous gift. regardless of whether I'm worthy or not, the gift is generous, and kind, and extravagant.
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