Posted by Dinah on June 2, 2006, at 12:33:42
In reply to Re: It's too late » Dinah, posted by MidnightBlue on June 2, 2006, at 12:00:19
I was just thinking that I should email you.
It is confusing. But it pretty much seems like we're staying unless we're willing to take a pretty big financial hit and suffer a bit of embarassment.
And I'm blaming myself because I was working on being ok about leaving but hadn't got there yet.
Then I told my husband, when this deadline came up, not to worry about whether I'm ready yet, but he couldn't do that because he didn't believe I'd be ok eventually due to my behavior in the past few weeks.
So he answered in such a way that means we have to stay.
And since I'm still not emotionally ready to leave, no matter how hard I try, my efforts to convince him to undo it while we still had time weren't too convincing.
And now it's too late, unless we want to lose a lot of money.
So I guess it's too late and we're staying.
And that will make making the other changes I wish to make in my life way more difficult.
I was really really sad about it yesterday, but am coming to terms with it today.
But my life is confusing to me too right now, so I don't blame you if you couldn't follow that either. :)
It's funny because usually my life is very uncomplicated.
poster:Dinah
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