Posted by muffled on May 31, 2006, at 15:12:13
In reply to Re: B2chica...you want the truth? » B2chica, posted by B2chica on May 31, 2006, at 11:00:17
I used to hate my guts. HATE. I thot I was evil. I thot I was a leper and shed badness all around. There is still a part of me that wants to peel off my skin, destroy me, but it won't work cuz I tainted right thru.
But there's more of me now that cares bout parts of me.
Its got alot to do with being able to meet my baby, before she was tainted, when she was so sweet nad innocent. Her emotions were good and pure......and it was ME !!!!!!
That helps me alot for some reason.
Take care B2 chica. Your a good egg, even if you won't beleive it.
And history doesn't always repeat itself. If we are aware, we can break the cycle and make things better.
But having kids is HARD, real hard.
Ilike you chica.
Take care,
Muffly
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