Posted by llrrrpp on May 23, 2006, at 20:09:02
In reply to Re: scared of going to the hospital *trigger* » llrrrpp, posted by fallsfall on May 23, 2006, at 19:41:51
I'm scared that I'll be chastised for having these thoughts. I'm scared that T will take it personally that I'm not getting better. I'm scared of the big unknown that is going into a hospital (I've never really been sick or injured before, and I know that it can be really expensive and intrusive and unpleasant). I'm scared of not being taken seriously, or not feeling that I'm being taken seriously. T seems not so "into" working with me. Maybe he's frustrated? I'm frustrated. We're all frustrated! I think our last 2 or 3 sessions went pretty deep though. It's just that I'm so "agreeable" that I will nod and say okay, I'll try that, knowing full well that there's no chance in hll that I will. I hate to be bad at anything, and I hate to displease & impose on others. (but T knows this already)
The answers to the rest of your questions: Yes. (or at least "probably")
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