Posted by susan47 on April 14, 2006, at 17:32:36
In reply to Re: Do your real life friends/spouse/SO know of ba, posted by Racer on April 14, 2006, at 16:36:38
My ex-T's machine has no mind, but I did tell it. Hmm, and I sent some posts to his address but I doubt if those letters were ever opened except to send back to me ... hmm, and to photocopy. So, one person for sure kind of knows, and .. I told other people but very generally, just the type of site it is and it helps me cope with being depressed and cycling around emotionally so much, and being completely wrapped up in T-transference, (yuck and ouch me) and I don't have any friends in any case who don't understand me. My acquaintances wouldn't have a clue. A psychiatrist I see every six mos. or so, to get more 'zac .. ugh ... I mentioned a type of forum I go to but nothing else .. it's not good for people to know too much about you without your permission, and it would mean that everybody who knows me IRL had this unfair advantage ... but really, part of me doesn't care so much about that, as about being honest and trying to be good, so it's really in particular, a secret, but in general not so much ... but not a big deal to anybody but me. My ex-partner knows but swears he doesn't look and I've asked him not to read or go here because it's my own special and private place which in my heart I was wishing I shared with somebody else, somebody particular, and that just gives me so much comfort ... I'll keep coming here as long as I need comfort.
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