Posted by happyflower on April 10, 2006, at 15:28:33
In reply to Re: I feel so hurt and sad and mad too., posted by B2chica on April 10, 2006, at 13:27:34
Yeah, you do understand B2 exactly how I feel. I am trying to cherish what we do have. It is truely special I think, nothing I have ever felt with anyone. Thinking of him usually brings a smile to my face, but then when I think of not being able to talk to him again, just brings me to tears.
I think I need to tell him that his disclosures, feel good, because I want to know him and be close to him, but it also is hurting me because I want what I can't have. So I don't want it in the therapy session either. I just know too much, he went to a James Taylor concert on Sat. and when I see him at the gym, I just want to ask so how was the concert, but I am not allowed to. (too social). but I can ask so how was your run after he is done, it is so hard, ya know. We can talk about gym stuff, I guess.
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