Posted by Karolina on April 3, 2006, at 0:19:33
Hi Everyone I'm new but I need some serious help.
Everyone thinks the current T I've been seeing doesn't help me anymore because I recently got very depressed and started a cycle of bingeing and purging again, even started heavy drug use. The problem is is that this T is the only person I fully trust. If my parents make me switch to a new T I think I will get even more depressed. If they convince my T that they think he isn't helping, and he refers me somewhere new I know I will feel like killing myself.I don't know how to make my parents understand that it isn't his fault that I gave way to one of my old bad coping habits. I don't know how to make them understand that it's all my fault for not listening. I don't even know how I got into a bad cycle of this again when I had been doing better. Or how I started doing drugs as well. I haven't been able to see my T because I've been away at an internship in NYC. But I've had to come back home because I was doing so terrible.
My frustration is that I still believe my T can really help me, esp. now that I have returned back to my home city. I have been seeing him for quite awhile but seemed to fall apart while I was away and not seeing him. My parents said if he had really helped me, I wouldn't have gotten into self-destructive behaviors again and would have never had to come back home. Are they right that he's not helping me anymore? Or does this just happen sometimes?(set-backs)and I could benefit from his help again? Thanks so much -Karolina-
poster:Karolina
thread:628108
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