Posted by milly on March 30, 2006, at 2:38:25
In reply to Re: Gift for T » milly, posted by NikkiT2 on March 29, 2006, at 15:39:38
> Did you speak to him about why he wants you to see someone else?
>
> Nikki** Well sort of, I was very upset about everything and the realisation that time is so short and that i wouldn't say things 'right' that it was almost impossible to say anything at all!
I remember saying that if it was his decision that we terminate next week then I was very sad, if it was the 'system' then I thought it s*cked and if it was my 'fault' then I was obviously the failure I always knew myself to be. From that however i got no answers he just wanted to explore why I could be angry with the 'system' and with myself but seemingly not with him! (actually if it is him I will be as mad as h*ll with him but I don't think it is him)
So basically I failed to ask what I needed to ask and now I only have one session left. i think I might write down what i need to say and take it with me because otherwise I'm going to blow it and leave feeling cr*p again.
Thanks for remebering to ask me, that meant alot
milly
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