Posted by B2chica on March 29, 2006, at 11:58:06
why didn't i cancel with T today. i should have. i don't want to talk. it's too late now, they'd charge me anyway if i cancelled now.
i dont have anything to say. i don't want to talk to her. last night after a bottle of wine i was ready to talk. now i'm super clammed up. don't want to say ANYTHING to her.
not a single stupid word.
i'm fine. nothing bad, nothing bad.
i'm unsettled, don't knwo why. i'm ok, but i'm getting more and more aggitated as the day goes on.i absolutely don't want to talk about anythihng, course that means i probably will talk about something i don't want to and then i'll feel Horrible after seeing her. i don't want her!
i'm having a tantrum! i want my old T back. i have NOTHING for her. i don't want to be judged anymore!b2c
poster:B2chica
thread:626065
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