Posted by Toph on March 24, 2006, at 18:12:25
In reply to Re: Authority, posted by Racer on March 24, 2006, at 13:33:00
It sucks having mood, anxiety and self-worth all wrapped up in productivity, Racer. For me, I guess what I am saying is that I experience this struggle in a sort of disassociative (as I understant it) way. Like there's this voice saying that I need to do something and a voice that says no way. Maybe my shrink is right and this is latent rebellion to parental controls (both real and percieved). Ultimately I usually succomb to my conscience and complete whatever task is needed. It would be nice if I could just spare myself all the needless psychic drama.
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