Posted by James K on February 21, 2006, at 17:34:07
In reply to Re: feeling awful- possible trigger, posted by B2chica on February 21, 2006, at 9:03:49
I'm so sorry to read this. It is too bad that we and our loved ones are scared of what is inside our heads.
When something similiar happened to me, my wife was there and apparently I just told my life story and how much I loved her. I fear that kind of loss of control because of what I could have said.
I don't think your family are the ones to work this out with. If you are in or get good therapy, then a family session or three with truly important family might be in order. In the meantime, they should show you respect.
Please hang in there, and remember, no matter what you may have said, it is your head, and your business. If you were attempting or gesturing suicide, everyone already knows it isn't very nice in there right now.
This sounds too strong in rereading it. I mean it supporting because this is a hard time for you, and I feel strongly because I related some to your situation.
James K
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