Posted by B2chica on February 1, 2006, at 9:05:24
In reply to Re: Googling my current T--more triggers » B2chica, posted by crushedout on January 28, 2006, at 17:06:05
BOY do i understand. i feel the same way and it tears me up inside, i tell myself i have to feel angry and just as i start to i feel sorry for her, or i say i shouln't hate...blah blah... i too see her faults and say 'she just didn't know any better' and that i must respect her cuz she's my mother...but i don't, i feel sorry for her.
i wish someone could make me hate her too.
best wishes
b2c.
> i want to hate her so badly (please! someone make me hate her! can you?) but i can't. i still just love her. i see her faults and i love her. and it hurts so bad because i just want to be that little girl more than anything else in the world. why can't it be so? my inner two-year-old simply refuses to accept that this is how things are, how they must be.
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