Posted by LittleGirlLost on January 31, 2006, at 21:24:10
In reply to starting my therapy break, posted by bent on January 31, 2006, at 17:24:09
> Sorry to go on. I’m just feeling so raw and sad (and maybe confused) right now.
>((((Bent)))) I feel like I don't have anything helpful to say, but wanted you to know how much I feel/hear your pain. The intense feelings after sessions, the endless curiosities... reading your post was like reading my mind. I feel much the way you described and have also been thinking about taking a break. (Though I have to admit I am a chicken, and also afraid of giving up MY timeslot.) Things have just been "off" for a few weeks now, and I don't know how to get back on track; or even what it is I need.
You also said, "it hurts when I wonder about her life." I can SO relate. If I'm not hurting because I just saw her, then I'm hurting because I want to see her again. If it's neither, then I'm hurting because she is on my mind. That is the main reason I don't post as much as I would like. You're so right.. Just wondering about her hurts. Why is that?
I hope that this break gives you what you are looking for and that you will allow yourself to call her if you need to. Be well.
lgl
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