Posted by Susan47 on January 31, 2006, at 20:34:08
In reply to Feeling speechless, posted by happyflower on January 31, 2006, at 20:25:13
Yeah, I know what you mean. I know what you mean. I looked at his walls a lot. Wishing he would just love me. Or kill me. One or the other, 'cause loving him was just hurting too much, all he had to do was tell me this was it, he's sorry he can't help me and he doesn't think I should see him anymore, and I would've died inside. .. do you think we feel this way because we're afraid we're going to die without them, because it sure felt like I was. If I couldn't phone and there was never any answer, I mean, if he didn't HAVE a phone, if there was no way to even fool myself into pretending he still exists, if he died ...
poster:Susan47
thread:604979
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