Thinking about not talking about my feelings

Posted by happyflower on January 29, 2006, at 17:34:59

What is the point? The other 2 people I felt this connection to it was mutually felt, but I don't think he feels it with me, so I must be having delusional thoughts or hallucinations.
Even if he did feel it, nothing can come from it, it is like he is going to " die" just like my grandma and friend, only he will be alive. I will probably see him, but I can't share any of his life with him, it would be easier if he was dead. Besides if it was truely a connection, he would feel it too, it wouldn't be one-sided.
Maybe I can just try not to feel this, maybe it will go away some day. I just don't see the point in talking about it with him, if it won't change the way I feel, and nothing can come of it anyways. So why put myself through the grief? I should just just shut up and keep it to myself. Will I ever learn? I regret telling him in the first place.

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Thinking about not talking about my feelings happyflower 1/29/06
Re: Thinking about not talking about my feelings » happyflower Dinah 1/29/06
anybody want to talk to me in open, I will b there (nm) happyflower 1/29/06
Re: Thinking about not talking about my feelings Daisym 1/29/06
Re: Thinking about not talking about my feelings » happyflower fallsfall 1/29/06
Re: Thinking about not talking about my feelings fairywings 1/30/06
(((((((((((((Happyflower)))))))))))) » happyflower muffled 1/30/06
Re: (((((((((((((Happyflower)))))))))))) » muffled happyflower 1/31/06
Re: Thinking about not talking about my feelings » Dinah happyflower 1/31/06
Re: Thinking about not talking about my feelings » Daisym happyflower 1/31/06
Thanks FW :) (nm) happyflower 1/31/06

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