Posted by Poet on January 28, 2006, at 11:37:25
In reply to Googling my current T--more triggers, posted by crushedout on January 28, 2006, at 10:51:51
Hi crushedout,
I think maybe your googling T2 and feeling reassurance is because you feel an emotional connection that is still strong. I think when you googled T1, what you felt was a broken connection and that just caused you to feel the pain of the ended relationship.
I'm sorry that your finding the photo of T1 and her daughter has caused you such agony. Damn tickles. Damn human brains that cause us to seek out things that may hurt us emotionally. Maybe if you take T1's photo and use Photoshop or Paint to erase the image it would help you erase that feeling of the broken connection? I've done that with photos of people who trigger bad stuff. I print them out and shred them, too. I may not be able to erase what's left of the emotional connection in real life, but at least I can wipe out their physical reminder.
Poet
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