Posted by PreemieNurse on December 20, 2005, at 11:01:52
In reply to Re: Hello..new here and long post (triggers ), posted by B2chica on December 19, 2005, at 10:19:10
> hello and a big welcome. i can't say it better than those before me, i read that and all i could think is that if nothing else you are resiliant (sp?). you are incredibly strong to have such rotten experiences yet somehow you've managed to come to the top, seek help while still fighting on your own.
>Thanks for the welcome. It amazes me that everyone else sees me as strong when I can't seem to find a bit of that characteristic in myself.
> i'm not much help with your feelings for your T, all i can say is just becareful and remember you are bonding with your T so that you can trust him, so is it a non-sexual bond or feelings of desire? maybe you should talk about your feelings about him to him?
>I'm not sure really. I DO have sexual feelings towards him, but I think that's more of just a side effect. We talk extensively about it and its really helped to get it into the open. I trust him not to act on it and to not let me act on it. I know in my heart how much damage it would do.
> anyway, i'm so sorry for what you went through and are still going through but i'm very glad you posted.
>Thank you. I'm sure I will be posting more. I never felt comfortable on the email list that I'm on for some reason and really have only made one posting there. I belonged to another newsgroup for a long time and I don't seem to fit in there anymore. It made national news not too long ago and the place has fallen apart now, been overtaken by 'trolls'. It was home for a long time and I do miss the way it used to be, but that's over now.
> b2c.
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