Posted by Dinah on December 12, 2005, at 22:45:27
In reply to Re: Oh, I know I'm making no sense » Dinah, posted by annierose on December 12, 2005, at 22:37:07
In this case it feels more like my rational self exposed my emotional self, and hurt everyone in the process.
I'm afraid that by validating one thing I said (by calling him) I'd be validating the other things I said. And I don't really want to do that. Because maybe some of the facts were correct (and maybe some of them weren't), but the spin on the facts really wasn't correct, and I don't want my therapist to think it was. :(
Fortunately he's got a rotten memory and will have hopefully forgotten all of this, or not have taken it as seriously as I did.
It was kind of weird seeing him having trouble concentrating writing the receipt. It made me feel like it was every bit as bad as I thought it was.
But it probably wasn't. He really does have a bad memory.
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