Posted by allisonross on December 11, 2005, at 23:35:05
In reply to My burn accident ****child abuse trigger*****, posted by happyflower on December 11, 2005, at 16:17:45
> I guess I feel like I can talk about this now, and in therapy this week. Well after having my burning accident this week, it triggered memories of my mother burning me with hot light bulbs because " I was a bad girl".
How horrific. I had a neighbor (drunk woman, hold my hand over an open fire); I cannot remember my mother saying anything.
It hurt really bad, emotionally and espeically physically. I haven't told my T all my abuse,
I hope you will.
he knows some of the emotional stuff and the hitting with objects but not the burning stuff.
> Well since I have sleeping meds to help me sleep, there is a bad side, nightmares. I have been having nightmares the last couple of nights of memories of my mother burning me.I am so sorry my dear little friend.
But what is strange is her face fades in and out and alternates with my DH face.
Perhaps because you are dealing with the 2 abusers in your life?
> So what does this mean, I am suffering from the beginnings of PTSD? with the nightmares and all.Hope you will tell you t all you told us here.
Love and hugs, Ally
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