Posted by LittleGirlLost on December 5, 2005, at 20:03:53
In reply to Re: Tokens holding their T-ness » daisym, posted by littleone on December 5, 2005, at 14:42:19
> It worked really well at first because I could picture and feel him giving it to me when I saw/felt the hanky. But I don't remember any of that now. I mean, I remember that he gave it to me, but I can't picture it or feel it or anything anymore. It's just something I know. Like I know the sky is blue or ducks say quack or whatever.
I feel *exactly* the same. It's like I said in another post... I don't remember what she said when she gave it to me, or anything. All I remember is leaning forward in my chair to reach it; and I was just speechless. I was very touched.
> I have a lot of trouble holding on to him in my mind. Usually I can remember him throughout the evening after a session, but that's about it. Sometimes I can't even do that. Sometimes I lose him as soon as I've walked out of his office. Makes me want to run back in and grab some part of him that will stay with me a bit longer. I don't mean physically grab him. More like grab part of his essence.
Yes! This is me exactly! Often when we talk about it, she will ask me what happens when I walk out the door... cos that's usually when it all starts for me. ((((hugs))) I know how you feel, and I know how painful it can be.
p.s. Though the question wasn't for me, just wanted to clarify that a Sharpie is just a marker. It has a sharp (as opposed to a thick/wide) point. :)
I think it's so cool that his hanky is personalized though.lgl
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