Posted by 10derHeart on December 5, 2005, at 15:19:25
In reply to Re: Tokens holding their T-ness » daisym, posted by littleone on December 5, 2005, at 14:42:19
>>I have a lot of trouble holding on to him in my mind. Usually I can remember him throughout the evening after a session, but that's about it. Sometimes I can't even do that. Sometimes I lose him as soon as I've walked out of his office. Makes me want to run back in and grab some part of him that will stay with me a bit longer. I don't mean physically grab him. More like grab part of his essence.<<
This part really made me tear up. I feel *exactly* like this SO often. I so, so, so understand this, littleone. And it's so d@mn frustrating and scary. <sigh>
Oh, and about the sharpie...no worries, Miss Daisy wasn't talking about a knife. A Sharpie (that's the brand name of the best-selling brand) is just a permanent marker, that's all. :-)
ps - I loved this thread. It brought up stuff I need to talk about with T. more than I already do (which seems like too much) but makes me cry too easily and become speechless...
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