Posted by B2chica on November 21, 2005, at 12:24:57
In reply to Re: ((B2))Hows the weeked doing??? » B2chica, posted by muffled on November 21, 2005, at 12:17:14
it s#cks that you feel that way too, but glad i'm not alone also. it's not so bad, but kinda scary other times it's (weirdly) comforting.
i need to get mad, but i won't let myself, i need to cry but i can't. i need to talk but i get so confused.
i missed that last two times of dbt, but i think i'll need it this weekend (family stuff and all).
it doesn't really help, except that it's sometype of accountability 'officer'. just to keep me in check kinda stuff. besides, i'm pretty good at giving advice (just can't seem to take it) especially not my own.i'm not so useful today either.
i bought two t-shirts and a sweater yesterday and i feel awful about it. why...i can't stand that i bought those for myself. i wanted to take them back last night but my husband said NO especially about the sweater cuz he said he didn't want me to wear a t-shirt or one of my hoodies to t-day with his folks.
so i still have it sitting there on my bed almost mocking me. rubbing the concept of material items in my face. i feel like...almost repulsed by the idea of new stuff. next time i think i'll just go to a consignment store.lothing myself
b2c.
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