Posted by muffled on November 21, 2005, at 12:17:14
In reply to Re: ((B2))Hows the weeked doing???, posted by B2chica on November 21, 2005, at 9:32:15
> thanks for asking. it went ok, surprisingly. though i forgot to take my meds yesterday and was kinda down. and cried a bit, but i think that's cuz i was thinking of some of my issues. and i'm beginning to think that i really missed something growing up. that something WAS taken from me.
> but i seem to be fighting these feelings, like i won't let myself feel, then i get all thinking about death and stuff. (don't worry just thoughts, no action...promise)
>
> thanks for asking.
> b2c.*Yeah, i'm about where you at with all this feelings sh*t.
Freaking sucks, doesn't it?
At least for me, I seem to have ups and downs, so its not real bad all the time or anything.
What meds you on? Do they help? I took celexa for awhile relatively recently, but it didn't work for me.
Oh well.
Yeah, I was on a SI ( 'suicidal ideation' as opossed to 'self injury', I use the short form for both which is very confusing to my T) kick for awhile. Wasn't suicidal really. Just sort of kept hoping I'd die "accidentally". I am SO glad I didn't. But it sure didn't feel great at the time.
Hope you have some breaks from feeling real bad now and then.
Take care,
Muffled.
Not so useful today I'm afraid.
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