Posted by LadyBug on November 16, 2005, at 7:09:38
In reply to Just for now...., posted by 10derHeart on November 16, 2005, at 1:22:17
Gentle Hugs for you~
I totally understand how you feel as I went through a simular situation with my T. I had permission for several things and also was going through a very deep depression. She changed every rule on me in a matter of 20 min. at the end of one of our sessions. I left crying and said I'd never return. She changed every rule on me.
I think journaling helped me through it. And if I had babble at the time, I would have come here too. I know the pain you are in. I also know you can get through it, it takes time. It took me over a year to work through it with her and we still bring it up once in awhile. We refer to it as "Black Thursday" I feel it was as painful to me as any childhood injury I had suffered and she finally admitted that it was that painful to me too. My rules were more than just one issue, it was everything I did it seems.
Come here for support and continue to journal. When you see him tell him how painful this is for you. You will come to understand in some way why he made this change. It's not fair, I know too well.
Hugs
LadyBug
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