Posted by muffled on November 9, 2005, at 21:02:34
The first line below is trigger, the rest is proly ok.
What would you think if someone said to you "somebody touched me, I liked it, its not bad, but I am."
Those are her exact words. She said this after she told me she was going away and never comming back(etc....).That she would never be touched again. I thought she meant emotionally, maybe she does. I have no clue what she's talking about. I told her it was ok, she's not bad. We all got good and bad in us. But we not all bad. I think that made her happy. But now she's not so happy again. I don't know why. She wants me to tell T I think, but I won't, cuz I really got no clue where it comes from. I told T. in a writing bout the going away and not comming back thing. But the other is too controversial. I think I don't need to say anything, I can deal with her myself with all the stuff i've learned in therapy. She didn't apparently hear or understand the stuff or something. Maybe she was too far away. It all doesn't bother me at all.Its all hers and not mine. Mind you it was pretty cool when she was happy, I think I glowed or something, it was SO cool. I was at the school and all these people were responding to me So positively, it was weird. Usu. noone really notices me. Must've been that contented smile on my face or something. I often paste on a smile, but apparently this one was different! It really was amazing. I definately think there must have been a glow!
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