I was Unbelievably depressed, until I did this

Posted by Susan47 on November 1, 2005, at 18:42:29

which was my usual, my daily, intake of mj. I'm really seriously in a lot of trouble, I think. But I'm not sure. I mean if I take seriously what I read recently in "Change Your Brain, Change Your Life", then I'm giving myself irreversible brain damage. But I'm unbelievably understimulated when I'm not... you know.
Life gets unbearable. It's been that way for many long years, many, like, lots .. most of a life, this lifetime anyway.
No I don't believe in multiple anything.
But I can't help myself.
I don't feel good unless I feel special and I don't feel special unless I'm under the influence.
I hate myself.

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I was Unbelievably depressed, until I did this Susan47 11/1/05
Oh, yes, plus, how can I go to India in just this Susan47 11/1/05
I'm So Sorry, sad and anxious, alone and afraid Susan47 11/1/05
Re: Oh, yes, plus, how can I go to India in just this » Susan47 fairywings 11/1/05
Ranting some more and thanks for your kind reply » fairywings Susan47 11/2/05
Re: Ranting some more and thanks for your kind reply » Susan47 muffled 11/2/05
Re: Ranting some more and thanks for your kind reply » Susan47 fairywings 11/2/05
Thanks for your kind reply. » muffled Susan47 11/2/05
Thanks, sweet fairy » fairywings Susan47 11/2/05
Re: I was Unbelievably depressed, until I did this » Susan47 Damos 11/2/05
Re: I was Unbelievably depressed, until I did this » Damos Susan47 11/3/05
Actually, I am Sick » Susan47 Susan47 11/3/05
And that just proves it, up there, that Susan47 11/3/05
Re: Thanks, sweet fairy ((((Susan))) (nm) » Susan47 fairywings 11/4/05
Re: And that just proves it, up there, that » Susan47 fairywings 11/8/05
You OK Susan? (nm) muffled 11/8/05
Yes Susan's okay thanks » fairywings Susan47 11/9/05

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