Posted by Gee on October 29, 2005, at 2:14:25
In reply to Re: New everywhere » Gee, posted by Susan47 on October 28, 2005, at 19:36:11
Thanks guys,
My mom is having a really tough time at work, and in the community. Her boss is bullying her, and her so called "friends" aren't helping much. She doesn't stand up for herself, and right now I'm just waiting for the breakdown. And my sister, whom I was really close with, has changed tons in the past month. Trying to fit in with a new group of friends, and for the first time, it's involving alcohol. I'm not against it, it's just in the situation... I don't trust her "friends", and I don't like that she doesn't tell my parents what exactly she's doing.
School is tough, but luckily I've already got one year under my belt, so I know how to study it's just the concentration thing and the recall when it comes to tests. Sometimes I'm great, others, it's horrible.
The session today with the T wasn't good. She wanted to know all about my family and a lot of it hard to explain even to the people I know really well. She wanted to know everything, and I started crying (which I don't do), and maybe it's just too hard to do this for such a short while. It made me miss my support network back home. I didn't realize how much I counted on the familiar smiling faces of everyone I know. I'm really tempted to cancel my next appointment because I don't see the point of sittingn there for like 40 minutes while she tells me things I already know.
I have a P-doc back home, but that's 10 hours by car, and like 14 by bus. So, it's not a trip that I make often. Maybe I can get in to see him at Christmas or something if things still aren't going well. I don't know. To tell you the trueth, he didn't really do a ton for me anyways.
I guess all it comes down to is waiting. Waiting to see what tomorrow brings
poster:Gee
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