Re: i want a take back. » B2chica

Posted by Poet on October 12, 2005, at 18:49:19

In reply to i want a take back., posted by B2chica on October 12, 2005, at 11:01:49

Hi B2chica,
I tried to take it back. I told my T that I lied. I had no answer as to why I lied other than I wanted attention. She didn't buy that one for a second. T said that when I am ready to talk again I should bring it up. She won't mention it until I do.
That was I can't even remember how many months ago. The last time I thought about it was hours ago. I will talk about it in therapy when I am strong enough to hear what I am saying. I don't want to lie to myself, but I don't want to hear myself tell the truth right now. Does that make sense?
It's okay to talk about it, it's okay not to talk about. When I try to pressure myself it just makes it worse for me. I regret opening my mouth the minute I do it.
Don't try to push yourself before you are ready.
Poet

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