Posted by daisym on October 8, 2005, at 20:13:13
In reply to Re: Daisy » daisym, posted by muffled on October 7, 2005, at 22:18:19
I'm trying to think of how to respond but all I can say is I hear what you are all saying and truly, I'm trying to envision things being different. All I can envision is them without me. Or all of these pressing problems stretching on and on and on... I think I understand why people reach for things that numb out the pain. I don't want to feel like this anymore. I used to be able to find the creative solutions or the sliver of silver lining. I don't even have the energy to pretend there is a solution.
But I still love all of you. I do have energy for that.
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