Posted by Damos on October 5, 2005, at 2:17:22
In reply to Re: thanks everyone, posted by alexandra_k on October 4, 2005, at 21:58:40
Sorry you're hurting so much right now Alex, makes me sad too :-(
Tell me about her, she's the one who gave you the little wooden box isn't she? No wonder you miss her.
Even given what you've said about how you were with her, you had confidence in her didn't you? Somewhere deep inside you really believed (whether you showed it or not) and still do that she really knew what she was doing. And you miss that.
That fact that you've said she was smart and sharp are important too, because you are too, and anybody who is really going to work with you has to be too. They have to be able to work with you at your level.
I think it's also got you bad at the moment because you have come such a long way and she is probably one of the only people who could really appreciate just how far - and would be really proud of you.
Being forgotten by your current T and then oopsed wouldn't have helped either, because I know from what you wrote on 'Write' that there is stuff going on for you that is behind the 'boulders moving'. Stuff you really need to talk to someone about, someone who can help you make sense of it.
((((((((((Alex))))))))))
poster:Damos
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