Posted by B2chica on October 4, 2005, at 12:50:10
ever since these memories of abuse (i say that word without believing it applies to me) started to come back to me i feel like my whole day surrounds them. i eat drink and sleep them. i just dwell on it. sometimes i have so many questions, other times i'm confused, other times in disbelief, then of course times that i start the blame game and push myself further into depression.
will it ever let up.
what helps.
how many times do i have to re-live this cr@p, how many more memories will i have, do people get tired of hearing cr@p like this. i feel like i shouldn't be talking at all about this at all. sometimes i feel like my T would get tired of hearing this crap session after session. (he's never shown me that, it's just me thinking that).
i just can't seem to think about anything else.b2c.
poster:B2chica
thread:562739
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