Posted by jammerlich on September 15, 2005, at 21:58:02
In reply to Another thought I have about this..., posted by Racer on September 15, 2005, at 20:17:53
Thanks for sharing more thoughts, Racer. I'm sure for some people the thing that keeps them from crying is embarrassment or humiliation. For me, it doesn't happen to be quite like that - it's the terror of one specific situation. I mean TERROR - all those old feelings come back when the tears well up and I feel like my whole world will end if I let so much as one fall.
******MT MT MT MT MT MT MT MT MT MT MT MT******I think the fact that I cried put a damper on the sa experience for my father. He finally got fed up with it and told me if I didn't stop, he'd kill my cat. At that point I couldn't, and he was true to his word, only he made me do it. Never cried after that.
Now that I have sufficiently humiliated myself, I will leave.
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